Nothing was motivating me for several weeks. Nothing original was coming, and the idea of meditative Zentangling just made me more anxious. Couldn’t write, either. All I did was reblog a few posts I thought followers would be interested in reading. Clearly, I was in a full creative block with no doors or cracks to let inspiration in.
Time to step back and do some rote or non-creative directed work.
So I learned some new tangle patterns, and did some crocheting from patterns–“directed” activities that needed little or no inspiration or motivation to generate something new. Slowly, the learning process stimulated some new ideas. [Note: By earlier this week, I managed to complete eleven small doilies and one larger one (haven’t blocked them to their final shape yet, but that’s a task for next week) and learned seven new tangles, three to mastery level!]
Yesterday afternoon, I created my first Zentangle tile in a while. For whatever reason, I felt the need to get into a meditative state. And so, I tangled.
I started with a re-creation of a string from TanglePatterns.com–string #231, to be precise. The tangling took over, and I found myself in the groove. Before I knew it, the design had added a new string section within the original string, and the work just flowed. I ended up working on it for an hour and a half, without getting tired or bored. Sure, I had to sit back a few times and think about what to do next; but not for long. The Micron pen seemed to know what was needed, and glided along the tile surface.
The shading gave me some problems, as I tried to figure out what effect was needed. Even the shading worked out pretty well, though. At least, it worked out to my satisfaction…although I see a line from the starting string that didn’t blend very well…
Here’s the thing: I encountered a creative block. Doing nothing was no help. Learning something new stimulated ideas, even though I was not after motivation at the time. For me, the key seemed to be staying within an area that was blocked, but learning a new aspect of it instead of trying to create something new. While crocheting something new to me, thoughts of how the crochet motifs could be used in Zentangling came to mind, especially when the directions were so complex for a pattern section that should have been very easy. The conscious act of redefining the directions also gave me some tangling ideas. In the same time interval, learning new tangle patterns set my creativity free to run around collecting new information. When the creative part of my mind returned, inspiration came along for the ride.
Interestingly, I still have no inspiration–as opposed to motivation–for writing; but then, I didn’t practice any writing or try to create a poem, either. Perhaps if I try to learn a new writing technique, or try to mimic an author I am currently reading, or generate single sentences around a word or phrase, I will find a new story idea. The crocheting and tangling are loosely related to each other, as they both form visual patterns. The visual element didn’t cross over into the writing, even though I tend toward visual learning. So I need to find some way to stimulate the verbal aspect–maybe do some crossword puzzles, for example–since writing prompts are not doing it for me. Learning seems to be both my motivator and the means to inspiration.
Huh. The act of learning is my muse. Or seems to be so…
For now, I am happy to have found a way to break the creative block in one art form, Zentangling. Next, I will look for ways to get the writing process stimulated. Just writing this post is a start.